Bittersweet Life...

Monday, September 26, 2005

victor's back frm japan. i sooo hate u for goin there... oh wells.

he said he bought for sth... weee~~

goin out on weds for movie and lepak-ing with my darlings- ema, feli and vic.

asked dad if i can go anugerah finals. and he said it depends on my behaviour. uh-uh.... ill be a lil nice angel till thurs comes. heh.

ema and elf, i MIGHT be goin to the zoo on fri... sorryyyyy....

watch nth to lose on tv juz now... the story was kekek to the core...

snappin back to reality. shit happens. every now and then. whether or not u expect it coming. u fall, and then u pick urself up. u cry and cry urself to sleep, or sometimes sleep juz doesnt exist in ur life when u feel fucked up. well, i, for one, can stand and agree to the very cliched sayin: looks can be deceiving. and frens are not who they are... when u think u noe them... when u put ur whole trust in them, they betray it. they abuse it. tt's when they're behind u. but when they're in front of u, they'll act as if they sympathise the shit u're goin thru. they'll act as if they understand ur plight. they'll act as if they NEVER betrayed ur trust. and u'll think of him/her as the last person who will betray it.

phew. juz feel like lettin it go. i trust my frens alot. correction: my CLOSE frens alot. i dun think my 'dearest' fren of mine noes this blog.. so wth. if tt fren noes, gd also la.. but, anyway, he/she isnt one of u in da links. if u think it's u, dun worry... it wont be u. coz this person dunno abt my blog either.

to sum it up, i think i juz lost a fren. and im glad i've realised the true colours b4 i fall deeper into the silent trap.

Smashed into pieces at 9/26/2005 09:36:00 PM